NZ Cate, this really spoke to me. As you know, I lost my son on August 18. Everyone keeps telling me how proud they are that I am being so strong. I do have my moments when I let out all my emotions, but there is just so much to be done that all I can do is be strong. I swing from being numb, to crying, to making phone calls, to taking care of those who are not as strong as me, and in between, trying to make sure I am taking care of myself in the best manner I can at this time. One of my friends who has lost a child told me to take it breath by breath, and that is what I am doing.
I have not been posting because my thoughts are so scattered and there are so many other things that I must be doing.